yeah!! so excited to be able to attend service again!! hee. anyway. sat's service was superb! the sermon by jasmine was great too. and seed meeting was marvellous. the teaching was very meaningful. it's about renewal of mind. wah. i think it really strengthened my faith in God once again. :) i really learn loads from it. :) oh man. worse thing. ethan got timothy to pray for the camp, and me the schools (cg404). wah!! im like.. realli.. stunned? i mean. it's like. it's the first time im praying in seed. so scareeee. okay. as expected, i was praying halfway then i shook phoebe, and she continued. hees. haha. so malu. hees. nvm. im gonna do a better job next time (maybe =p).

hees. wow. it's just like.. 1.. 2.. 3.. 4 days to cg404! im so so super duper excited! wah. i wanna see cb5 filling the whole row of seats, and even more! i wanna see loads of yellow blouse and blue skirts and ties! whee.. im so excited to see cg404 being completed!! :)

haha. today's chapel rocks man. it's an evangelistic chapel service la. i think they were trying to doing some musical drama service. the songs were all very wordly lor. except one. i was kinda shocked when they started the chapel with the song skater boi by avril lavigne. it's like super weird. a chapel service, and they're singing skater boi!!! k fine. at first, i thought they were just trying to interest us. but then, guess wad. throughout the whole service, it was all wordly songs. i mean like. haf u ever seen a service that starts singing skater boi (avril lavigne), a thousand miles (vanessa carlton), why don't you and i (donno who sang it), how do i live (mariah carey?), then perfect (simple plan). well. at least the last song is love song. hmm. the singer had a realli nice voice. it's like.. super nice?! haha.

woh. mon & tues seems free for me. but my schedule on wed to fri seems kinda tight. cg, follow up, shepherdings, common test and loads. haa. hafta follow up 2 sheeps at two different places tomorrow. haha. well. as a shepherd, i haf to sacrifice. :) [angela] anointing flows huh. haa. yea. thankew shepherd for sacrificing your time too. :) thanks so much.


[faith.]* i can move the mountains.

wah lao. first day of the week, yet got scolding le. not just scolding. humilation too. okay. fine. i admit i wasn't listening. i was talking. but am i onli the one at fault. it takes two hands to clap. and why are all the fingers pointing at me.
she has always been picking on me since the start of school. she's like always asking me questions. why can't she just ask others. and now. she expects me to sit right in front of class for her lessons. every lesson. that seat is the isolation seat. cant be bothered with her. hrmf.

haha. today miss reena screamt like an idiot. oops. im so sorry. but it's the fact. haa! um.. but i hafta admit that she's quite a nice person. me and my friends had a chat with her along orchard on sat. she's kinda friendly, yups..

maths remedial. i sat in front with kailin. quite sian la. almost fell asleep cos his classroom very humid. was eating nuggets during lessons. lol. then tried to stuff the plastic into the green tea bottle. mm.. i think maths is getting interesting for me. *pray* i better pass maths this time round. i wan a b3 at least!!!

went kailin hse after that. haa. stupid girl. keep feeding me with food. haa.. then we play play play, do homework. borrowed from her a maths assement book. (then she say i very nerd). haa. nvm. im onli a part time nerd. then later she walked me halfway home. haa. i borrowed her ripcurl bag. lol.

k.. gotta zao liao. cya~

bleah~ im super beat now. just came back home from tampines/orchard. yes. tampines. n i missed service becos of this school event. sadSADsad. i feel so weird not attending service. and it's like ALL the fairsians cant attend service. hai.. went orchard with gen n gwen after tt. went to shop ard for some things. wanted to buy roxy wallet. but then i spent the $ on food and drinks instead. haa. too bad for me.

haaa.. when collecting $, i was like, "excuse me, would u like to donate to the straits times pocket funds??" and before i could even finish my sentence, they were gone! i was like smiling all the way till my cheek muscles are aching. after 1.5h, i gave up and started slacking. haaaa.. the ppl were kinda generous. i have a total of 3 five-dollar notes and 2 two-dollar note. so sweet of these people. haa. well, many kids/adults also approached me though i didn't approach them. thanks man. haaa..

ytd
went jack's place for dinner with my cousin. aunty treated us. could haf eaten more. but the waiting somehow filled my stomach. so didn't had a chance to have a taste of the desserts. haaa..

went kailin's hse to stay over after that. haa.. so funny. we were playing computer games n then playstation. we first played wwe then some car racing thingy. then i kept losing to her in the wwe lor. cos i don know how to use the controls. haa.. n so she suggested we change the disc. cos i'll bore her if this carries on. haa.. then halfway when we were playing, i saw one small kazua crawling across the floor. then me n kailin were like eh you go hit it go hit it. then i say NO use newspaper quick newspaper then like that smash it!!!! quick before it crawls into your rooom and i wont dare to sleep there!!!! haa.. then she passed me the newspaper, and i plucked up my courage n smashed it. but it didn't die. so, kailin swept the kazua to the living room and sprayed so much baygon that the ground was so wet. finally, after 10mins, it died. wah liao. me n her were lyke screaming all the way. haa, she swept the kazua to the kitchen for someone to pick it up.. lol.

Why
We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So i said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more than he shows
Daddy please cant you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
You said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why
Why does everyone wants him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But i could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left i had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So i followed the crowds
To a hill where i knew men had been killed
And i heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurt me more than it shows
Father please cant u do something?
I know that you must hear my cry's
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone wants me to die?
When will i understand why?

My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more than you know
But this dark hour
I must do nothing
Though I heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood
Destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their merciful lies
Look there below
See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now i can tell you why

She is why you must die

mm.. i was realli touched by this song last sat (easter service). this is the real true love.. it somehow lemme picture jesus' sufferings. this song did not just touched my heart, but it touched many too. =) thankew jesus for everything~

btw, sat's easter service was superb!!! hees.. i totally enjoyed myself, with my cg!! woohoo.. really a great sight to see nexus filled with people, and some even had to sit on the steps!! wonderful~ haax. was realli glad to have a convert in cb5!! yea~ congrats sindhu!! yea!! cb5 can celebrate racial harmony day le!! =) our cg also hit 14!! yea!! well done ppl!! let's not stop rowing the boat.. row row row your boat gently down the stream.. if u see a crocodile.. do remember to scream.. AHH

hees.. alright.. fairsians are all getting kinda busy this wk huh.. but im not. im free EVERYDAY!! haaa.. lalala.. hees//. ok. i shall keep quiet now. cya~

the joy of the lord is my strength.//*

hahas.. for those who tagged at my board.. this is the reply.. hees..
[chros] wadeva, haax. im not jealous. lol.
[binni] hahas. okay.. happi 'belated' easter too! lol..
[mel] hahas.. thanks!
[hosea] y r u laughing?!
[phoeb] haha..
[ethan]!!first time tagging my board!! okie.. sure!
[lalax] u r? hahas.. k..

latest*
- one of my cg member fell off the bench at istana park when we were playing some quizes. was it samantha or june who pushed her down? lol..

hahahahaha!!! this is super comical lor!!!!!! cos we were having quizes for our games. then angela stood on this black granite bench at instana park. due to our "gentleness" and enthusiasm, either samantha or june gave a gentle push, angela rolled backwards.. :D soooooooooooooooooo funny!! cos i was like talking to rebecca, until i saw a big figure screaming and floating in the air. onli at that instance did i realise that the figure was angela!!! hahahha.. i laughed as i walked there. lol. it's so funny lor. but im sure it's also painful experience for her. haha. oops. okie angela, i'll pray for ur recovery.. must take good care of yourself also yea? lol.. alrite.. i shall go for my dinner now. :) seeya!!~

should i smile or should i frown? should i laugh or should i cry? i dont know..
wells.. after being a shepherd of 3 for a few weeks. i've come to realised that being a shepherd isn't easy at all. NOT at all (+ loads of stuffs happened). u haf to plan follow up time, cg time and sometimes. u even have to entertain them despite your busy/tight schedules. haix. my mind is loaded with loads and loads of stuffs. studies. cca. sheeps. caregroup. shepherding. follow up.

there's science test tml. and i forgotten to bring home my textbooks and stuffs. shucks. wad am i doing?

well. despite all these difficulties. im still very thankful that God had blessed me with sheeps. :) christian life is like a stepping stone. every step we take is a challenge. God has put me to this test cause he knows that i can overcome it. (and i shall overcome it!). ha! i shall not be worried/discouraged abt all these stuffs. [joshua1:9] i know that everything's gonna b alright cos my saviour's alwaes with me!! yeah! woohoo..

the word of God is my source of strength!*