i got back my report book. l1r5 20! x/
english b3 69.4!
chinese c5
ss/history b3
physics/chemistry a1 (:
biology b4 69.3
amath f9 hee
emath b4
20 points. can go yishunjc. not bad.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
im sorry if friday's post was stumbling. but i just want to blog it out. not that i like to stumble people, but when a breakthrough happens, it can be a testimony to others. i was really discouraged. so many things happened in just one day. i invested so much in this convert, but her mum complains that orchard's too far, and suggested she commit to another church.
i was supposed to be refreshed after pm, but i went home with such a heavy heart. i thought about so many things. my life, my people's life, my contacts, etc. doubts started overwhelming me. i labour so much, yet i do not see the fruit. would serving in this ministry be worth the while? what if my studies suffer? what if? what if?
to bring God's influence to the world, it requires hard work. maybe i did work hard. but i can still work harder. you can't achieve the maximum when you're just doing the minimum. winning souls is beyond skills, it's in the spirit. i was discouraged. but after seed, i am encouraged! you can bombard all the discouragements on me, but i won't let that tie me down. it's going to make me stronger instead. (: im still gonna take courage in God. im still believing God for 15. i will be the survivor for the next 7 days of persecution. im not gonna say i've done my best, but i will say, i did it! (:
im excited to share the gospel to strangers next week! gonna be quite scary since it's my first time doing it. but im trusting God to anoint me as i share. i want to be spirit-led!
journey 216. go central, go! hit it or break it! i love central! :D
thrive on the impossibilities
JUST WHACK LA!
i was supposed to be refreshed after pm, but i went home with such a heavy heart. i thought about so many things. my life, my people's life, my contacts, etc. doubts started overwhelming me. i labour so much, yet i do not see the fruit. would serving in this ministry be worth the while? what if my studies suffer? what if? what if?
to bring God's influence to the world, it requires hard work. maybe i did work hard. but i can still work harder. you can't achieve the maximum when you're just doing the minimum. winning souls is beyond skills, it's in the spirit. i was discouraged. but after seed, i am encouraged! you can bombard all the discouragements on me, but i won't let that tie me down. it's going to make me stronger instead. (: im still gonna take courage in God. im still believing God for 15. i will be the survivor for the next 7 days of persecution. im not gonna say i've done my best, but i will say, i did it! (:
im excited to share the gospel to strangers next week! gonna be quite scary since it's my first time doing it. but im trusting God to anoint me as i share. i want to be spirit-led!
journey 216. go central, go! hit it or break it! i love central! :D
thrive on the impossibilities
JUST WHACK LA!
monday 20/03/06
celebrated my grandma's birthday at safra's pioneer seafood restaurant yesterday. wah, the food there is like, beyond description. it's like so good that those at the hawker centre's tasted like shit. i wish i had captured the pictures of them so that i could post them here. but oh wells, i shall try describing la.
dish #1. appetizer
in chinese, it is called, cold dish. a dish that consists of raw sliced octopus, sushi, prawn salad, fried squids, xiaobaobei with sweet sauce. wah, it's just super shiok la. the fried squids are so crispy, so crunchy, so. ugh, irresistable!
dish #2. shark fin's
okay. it was a little salty though. but the crab meat was, so chewy and so. awesome! add a little vinegar and pepper and boom! spiced up my life. :)
dish #3. steamed fish covered with sweet sauce
this is like the best of the best?! the fish meat is really soft and tender, and the sauce is like, super sweet and nice. wah, it can make you go ooh la la!
dish #4. chicken with sliced mango, cucumber and onions
bagus! lovely chicken. hee. what sexy thighs and crispy skin! :D
dish #5. orange flavoured fried prawns
eh my first chew on this got me on wings. it's totally like, heaven!
dish #6. fried soft-shell crab
my first time eating it. it was a lil oily, so i ate only a small portion. uh, now i regret!
dish #7. some vegetables called jielan with scallop
did i tell you i love vegetables? yes i do! :D i was quite stupid. i ate the vegetables but i gave the scallop a miss. :/ i heard this plate costed fourty bucks.
dish #8. yam paste
im not sure if it's called yam paste. but it's some sticky purple thingy that makes you go gaga over. that's their signature dish. but i could not contain it cos my stomach was exploding already!
hm maybe if i can't be a chief justice or a psychologist, i shall go become a food gourmet! :D oops. i heard the total bill was some * digits. but it was definitely worth the while la. it was so much more peaceful, pleasant, delicious and cleaner than the stupid long beach at east coast. hee! anyway, we took a picture with our grandmama! so that's all her grandchildren and their boyfriendzzz! (i am so darn fat please!)
anyway, my cousin's boyfriend is so funny! i told him all the stupid jokes melvin told us and he laughed like crazy! hah retard.
alright. i spent the whole of yesterday night chionging homework, photocopying surveys and preparing follow-up. i think the neighbour staying directly below my unit must have been scared stiff yesterday night. cos i was still skipping and doing my workouts at 1030. :/
i feel a great sense of satisfaction! it feels just great to serve in the kingdom of God! it's really true. you won't know the feeling until you start serving. so get your butts working! :D met up with yutong today. and wow! she's really very chirpy and responsive. instead of me looking for her, she spotted me and came and looked for me! so sweet right?
okay then we went over to dover. there was supposingly only angela, yutong and i, but hongmun and clarissa tagged along. haha it's a good chance for them to learn as well. so, that's a good sign! everyone's advancing well in the KOG. :D reaffirmed her decision in this new found faith and i pray and pray that she can come on saturday. looking forward to caregroup!
but now i'm stronger than yesterday
THE PASSION.
FAIRFIELD. 8 people strong! :D min june sy vienne grace tiffany clarissa yutong
we're gonna be the ones that God will use greatly. (:
tuesday 21/03/06
happy birthday laopa!
wednesday 22/03/06
counting down..
1 week more to end of march
1 month more to mid years and chinese o's
6 months more to prelims
7 months more to practicals
8 months more to o level
9 months more to end of o level!
so much to do, but so little time! i'm gonna mug hard. please encourage me! i did so many things to push myself to study, but nothing seems to work. cos june introduced me to da chang jin and i got addicted to it!
i am as cool as a cucumber! :D
this is quite scary. i think God has set a test of faith for me. nevertheless, when crisis arose, i somehow managed to remain calm and cool! (woah!) maybe becos my faith in God has increased? but well, im becoming less of myself, and letting God take control of me. (:
God never fails to send encouragement along the way. :) rachelle told me during chemistry class that she wants to come to church after o's! haha. this isn't her first time saying this, so i guess she's really sincere in coming. yay!
so you stole my heart
thursday 23/03/06
rachelle and i now have an eyecandy, and we share the same one somemore! lol. eh i realised we always share the same eyecandy! last time it was that ***** guy with hot body. and now it's.. (to protect his identity, let's just call him) candylicious! :D candylicious is a secondary one boy from volleyball. hee!
this whole thing started when we were walking down the stairs and we saw candylicious! immediately rachelle and i were like, 'handsome handsome!' while shaking our heads at the same time. hahaha. we were like lusting over him outside bio class la. then i saw jasmine, and i killed two birds with one stone! haha. the main purpose was to ask if she knew what's my candylicious' name, the second was to get her contact number! yay!
jasmine knew the person but doesn't know his name. so we ran over to yunting. and she got us so happy for a moment until we realised we were screaming over the wrong name!
sy&rachelle: do you know this handsome sec one volleyball boy with center parting. very very cute and tanned one? a lil poser though, but. we like!
yunting: oooh oooh oooh! is it isaac!? yayaya he's very handsome!
sy&rachelle: -screams- isaac! isaac! isaac! -screams-
yunting: yea he look a bit like angmoh right?
sy&rachelle: no!
yunting: oh shit, i think that's _______. he where got cute? he very irritating one.
sy&rachelle: oh damn. -realised we were screaming the wrong name-
oops i almost disclosed candylicious' name. hahaha.
was walking around in school like a zombie. nevertheless, it was a fruitful day! i guess God just had this day planned so well. :) collected 5 secondary one contacts in 5 minutes, before running off for heats. 3 of them were quite responsive. 1 was a guy. but i don't know why his name was 'chua zhen ying zane jocelyn'. lol. nvm. now i have 3/4 volleyball contacts, and that is totally, coool! :D
friday 24/03/06
typing this really gives me the urge to delete all my posts. yes, i am discouraged. i am disheartened. i am disappointed. i put in so much effort reaching out to the lower sec. i gave up my sleeping and study time to do the surveys, plan my strategies, plan follow up. but what happened?
i am really really really angry angry angry angry angry! shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit! why can't you all be envisioned with God's calling! why aren't you all stepping out of your comfort zones! why are you all so selfish? is studies, play and friends all that matters to you? then whatthe hell are you in church for? what's the big deal in replying a simple sms? it just takes a lil effort and 5cents to reply that darned sms! olevel, nlevel. so what? am i not taking mine? friends. so what? do i not have them? please people.. im pleading you, im really really tired of seeing you all not in a least bit excited. where's the enthusiasm? it's gone! the passion? completely diminished. seeing you people like this really makes me feel like giving up. you think it's fun leading 5-6 people who doesn't reply your smses? you think it's not tiring to receive comfirmation that replies with, 'no contacts', or '0', without even putting in any effort. i know you all want to grow, but you can't remain passive. the group can't grow when there's ony two people excited about outreach. the entire caregroup needs to be involved! people, initiative.. if you want to grow, stop sticking your butts to that damned floor. get up and give it a rub, move your ass and outreach! i don own your life, so i can't control your life. you yourself will decide how you want the group to be. if you want the group to be 8 forever. so be it. but if you want the group to break 15, we will break it. it's all the matter of the heart and the unity of the group. everything begins with you.
celebrated my grandma's birthday at safra's pioneer seafood restaurant yesterday. wah, the food there is like, beyond description. it's like so good that those at the hawker centre's tasted like shit. i wish i had captured the pictures of them so that i could post them here. but oh wells, i shall try describing la.
dish #1. appetizer
in chinese, it is called, cold dish. a dish that consists of raw sliced octopus, sushi, prawn salad, fried squids, xiaobaobei with sweet sauce. wah, it's just super shiok la. the fried squids are so crispy, so crunchy, so. ugh, irresistable!
dish #2. shark fin's
okay. it was a little salty though. but the crab meat was, so chewy and so. awesome! add a little vinegar and pepper and boom! spiced up my life. :)
dish #3. steamed fish covered with sweet sauce
this is like the best of the best?! the fish meat is really soft and tender, and the sauce is like, super sweet and nice. wah, it can make you go ooh la la!
dish #4. chicken with sliced mango, cucumber and onions
bagus! lovely chicken. hee. what sexy thighs and crispy skin! :D
dish #5. orange flavoured fried prawns
eh my first chew on this got me on wings. it's totally like, heaven!
dish #6. fried soft-shell crab
my first time eating it. it was a lil oily, so i ate only a small portion. uh, now i regret!
dish #7. some vegetables called jielan with scallop
did i tell you i love vegetables? yes i do! :D i was quite stupid. i ate the vegetables but i gave the scallop a miss. :/ i heard this plate costed fourty bucks.
dish #8. yam paste
im not sure if it's called yam paste. but it's some sticky purple thingy that makes you go gaga over. that's their signature dish. but i could not contain it cos my stomach was exploding already!
hm maybe if i can't be a chief justice or a psychologist, i shall go become a food gourmet! :D oops. i heard the total bill was some * digits. but it was definitely worth the while la. it was so much more peaceful, pleasant, delicious and cleaner than the stupid long beach at east coast. hee! anyway, we took a picture with our grandmama! so that's all her grandchildren and their boyfriendzzz! (i am so darn fat please!)
anyway, my cousin's boyfriend is so funny! i told him all the stupid jokes melvin told us and he laughed like crazy! hah retard.
alright. i spent the whole of yesterday night chionging homework, photocopying surveys and preparing follow-up. i think the neighbour staying directly below my unit must have been scared stiff yesterday night. cos i was still skipping and doing my workouts at 1030. :/
i feel a great sense of satisfaction! it feels just great to serve in the kingdom of God! it's really true. you won't know the feeling until you start serving. so get your butts working! :D met up with yutong today. and wow! she's really very chirpy and responsive. instead of me looking for her, she spotted me and came and looked for me! so sweet right?
okay then we went over to dover. there was supposingly only angela, yutong and i, but hongmun and clarissa tagged along. haha it's a good chance for them to learn as well. so, that's a good sign! everyone's advancing well in the KOG. :D reaffirmed her decision in this new found faith and i pray and pray that she can come on saturday. looking forward to caregroup!
but now i'm stronger than yesterday
THE PASSION.
FAIRFIELD. 8 people strong! :D min june sy vienne grace tiffany clarissa yutong
we're gonna be the ones that God will use greatly. (:
tuesday 21/03/06
happy birthday laopa!
wednesday 22/03/06
counting down..
1 week more to end of march
1 month more to mid years and chinese o's
6 months more to prelims
7 months more to practicals
8 months more to o level
9 months more to end of o level!
so much to do, but so little time! i'm gonna mug hard. please encourage me! i did so many things to push myself to study, but nothing seems to work. cos june introduced me to da chang jin and i got addicted to it!
i am as cool as a cucumber! :D
this is quite scary. i think God has set a test of faith for me. nevertheless, when crisis arose, i somehow managed to remain calm and cool! (woah!) maybe becos my faith in God has increased? but well, im becoming less of myself, and letting God take control of me. (:
God never fails to send encouragement along the way. :) rachelle told me during chemistry class that she wants to come to church after o's! haha. this isn't her first time saying this, so i guess she's really sincere in coming. yay!
so you stole my heart
thursday 23/03/06
rachelle and i now have an eyecandy, and we share the same one somemore! lol. eh i realised we always share the same eyecandy! last time it was that ***** guy with hot body. and now it's.. (to protect his identity, let's just call him) candylicious! :D candylicious is a secondary one boy from volleyball. hee!
this whole thing started when we were walking down the stairs and we saw candylicious! immediately rachelle and i were like, 'handsome handsome!' while shaking our heads at the same time. hahaha. we were like lusting over him outside bio class la. then i saw jasmine, and i killed two birds with one stone! haha. the main purpose was to ask if she knew what's my candylicious' name, the second was to get her contact number! yay!
jasmine knew the person but doesn't know his name. so we ran over to yunting. and she got us so happy for a moment until we realised we were screaming over the wrong name!
sy&rachelle: do you know this handsome sec one volleyball boy with center parting. very very cute and tanned one? a lil poser though, but. we like!
yunting: oooh oooh oooh! is it isaac!? yayaya he's very handsome!
sy&rachelle: -screams- isaac! isaac! isaac! -screams-
yunting: yea he look a bit like angmoh right?
sy&rachelle: no!
yunting: oh shit, i think that's _______. he where got cute? he very irritating one.
sy&rachelle: oh damn. -realised we were screaming the wrong name-
oops i almost disclosed candylicious' name. hahaha.
was walking around in school like a zombie. nevertheless, it was a fruitful day! i guess God just had this day planned so well. :) collected 5 secondary one contacts in 5 minutes, before running off for heats. 3 of them were quite responsive. 1 was a guy. but i don't know why his name was 'chua zhen ying zane jocelyn'. lol. nvm. now i have 3/4 volleyball contacts, and that is totally, coool! :D
friday 24/03/06
typing this really gives me the urge to delete all my posts. yes, i am discouraged. i am disheartened. i am disappointed. i put in so much effort reaching out to the lower sec. i gave up my sleeping and study time to do the surveys, plan my strategies, plan follow up. but what happened?
i am really really really angry angry angry angry angry! shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit! why can't you all be envisioned with God's calling! why aren't you all stepping out of your comfort zones! why are you all so selfish? is studies, play and friends all that matters to you? then what
Sunday, March 19, 2006
i flashed a smiley that grins from ear to ear to God! :D
Jesus You are so good
Jesus You are so good
tere's nothing to fear
cos i'm here in your presence
Jesus You are so good
Jesus You are so so good
and i just wanna thank You with
every beat of my heart (:
this is like the best-est sms you can ever receive from angela. hey! there's a fmss convert from west! sec 1 girl. haha! call joyce when you're free.
this is so exciting! ah, everyone is using this word that it's gonna lose its meaning soon. but heck la! i'm so excitedddddddddddddddd! :D i'm gonna pon trainng to evangelise already. 15 by end march!
Jesus You are so good
Jesus You are so good
tere's nothing to fear
cos i'm here in your presence
Jesus You are so good
Jesus You are so so good
and i just wanna thank You with
every beat of my heart (:
this is like the best-est sms you can ever receive from angela. hey! there's a fmss convert from west! sec 1 girl. haha! call joyce when you're free.
this is so exciting! ah, everyone is using this word that it's gonna lose its meaning soon. but heck la! i'm so excitedddddddddddddddd! :D i'm gonna pon trainng to evangelise already. 15 by end march!
I Will Carry You
by Clay Aiken
Yeah I know it hurts
Yeah I know you're scared
Walking down the road that leads to who knows where
Don't you hang your head
Don't you give up yet
When courage starts to disappear I will be right here.
Chorus:
When your world breaks down
And the voices tell you turn around
When your dreams give up
I will carry you
Carry You
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you
Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That's the beauty of it
When you lose your way, close your eyes and go to sleep
And wake up to another day
You should know now that your not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find
Your way home
When your dreams give up
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you're falling behind
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
listening to this song really makes me feel very comforted. :) i know that even if my world breaks down, He'll be there to carry me through.
by Clay Aiken
Yeah I know it hurts
Yeah I know you're scared
Walking down the road that leads to who knows where
Don't you hang your head
Don't you give up yet
When courage starts to disappear I will be right here.
Chorus:
When your world breaks down
And the voices tell you turn around
When your dreams give up
I will carry you
Carry You
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you
Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That's the beauty of it
When you lose your way, close your eyes and go to sleep
And wake up to another day
You should know now that your not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find
Your way home
When your dreams give up
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you're falling behind
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
listening to this song really makes me feel very comforted. :) i know that even if my world breaks down, He'll be there to carry me through.
my face is peeling badly manzzz!
utters a prayer
Feng
by Jay Chou
wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qing xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu huo wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guang lue duo tian bian
bei feng lue guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai shao cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
zai shan yao jian piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang
huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi jie cheng bing
lovely song! :D
anyway, i am so so excited to go back to school tomorrow! yesterday night i stayed up and created my own survey! hee. okay la, i extracted some ideas from other surveys. but i am so proud of mine! cos it's got my very own drawings on it. hahaha.
im nuts already. haven't done my homework. it's grandma's birthday and so we're bowling and feasting at safra later. goodbye!
utters a prayer
Feng
by Jay Chou
wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qing xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu huo wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guang lue duo tian bian
bei feng lue guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai shao cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
zai shan yao jian piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang
huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi jie cheng bing
lovely song! :D
anyway, i am so so excited to go back to school tomorrow! yesterday night i stayed up and created my own survey! hee. okay la, i extracted some ideas from other surveys. but i am so proud of mine! cos it's got my very own drawings on it. hahaha.
im nuts already. haven't done my homework. it's grandma's birthday and so we're bowling and feasting at safra later. goodbye!
monday 13/03/06
im so hating what im feeling right now.
but i have to post this becos it seems outrageously impossible to bury this fieryness!
why am i feeling this way!
why am i not open to corrections!
why am i feeling so negative!
why am i so filled with doubts!
why am i so frigging pissed!
yea im so frigging pissed with myself. x/
yadayadayadayadayadayada.
i decided not to piss myself anymore. im gonna talk about HAPPY STUFFS.
lunched at kfc after training. then went to watch the pilot pen cup competition at acsi. and gosh! ashaway's offering this pink racket (which comes along with the string and bag) for 80 buckeroos! fenny fell in love with it and i think she's gonna marry it tomorrow. she asked me to propose to the pink one, but i like the red one better. SO IM IN A DILEMMA. :( saw heemhian on the way out, waved, then headed to mark's house. met davidhoe in the train. played cards, and then jinqi came and join us with her purple mahjong tiles. hah! ate dinner and then it was home sweet home. :) (the luncheon meat was.. damn good!)
I HAVE A DATE WITH FENNY & NICOLE AT THE POOOOOOL TOMORROW! :D
i prayed a prayer to God.
and it's here!
typen with transparent font.
tuesday 14/03/06
He's the Lord of the sunshine
the Lord of the rain
He's the Lord of the VERY GOOD times
the Lord of the pain
He's the Lord of the mountains
the Lord of the seas
He's the Lord of the music
the Lord of the children
the Lord of YOU & ME
this song sounded in my head just before i turned in to bed. all of us are made and moulded by the same hands, wow!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOANNELEE!
wednesday 15/03/06
it's a happy day, and i thank God for the weather
it's a happy day, and i'm living it for my Lord
it's a happy day, and things are gonna get better
i'm living each day by the promises in God's word (:
central event at sentosa was great, but the burnts i suffered was horrible! the sun got my shoulders all red, hot, spicy, burnt and painful! i really look like a chilli padi now. the skin on my nose and shoulders are gonna peel and everyone's gonna laugh at me like hyenas and i wouldn't dare to go out! AHH! anyway, i think hazel's so cool! she can grasp the skill of throwing and catching the frisbee so fast okay! i shally publicly declare my new idol: HAZEL! :D she's my beautiful chocolate (wo)man!
oh man, so scary! THIS THOUGHT SUDDENLY CAME TO MY MIND!!! you know ah, we mix around so much with the sec two crescent girls i forgot they were sec two! omg, and i was behaving so madly and crazily with them. hahaha. no wonder people always think im only sec two.
i've been hearing caregroups having converts and drawing nearer to their goal or even breaking it. everyone in their caregroup is carrying this conviction and message of Christ. 2 weeks left to the end of march. fairfield is still stucked at 7. this is scary, nevertheless exciting! i can't wait to see what God's gonna do in our land. we didn't have the chance to evangelise last week becos of service learning. but i pray that God will just pour out the fruits on the last week. :D it's definitely exciting to see EIGHT converts from fairfield going down during altar call. then after that, mass follow up. WOAH! i tell you, WHEN that happens, i don't know how i'll react man. i think i'll eat all the ice cream in the world la.
goodnight world! i just realised there's some chinese o level shitz tomorrow.
thursday 16/03/06
i really look like a salmon now. i struggled to fit into my school uniform because the sunburnts were killing me! and vivien's so funny! we were both at the same beach and location yesterday but she didn't see june and i. she was like, 'eh this group of people crazy ah, all wear blue.' hahaha. i spanked her for that.
anyways! i am in love with this song called feng by jaychou!
omgomgomgomg send me the lyrics! xD
im so hating what im feeling right now.
but i have to post this becos it seems outrageously impossible to bury this fieryness!
why am i feeling this way!
why am i not open to corrections!
why am i feeling so negative!
why am i so filled with doubts!
why am i so frigging pissed!
yea im so frigging pissed with myself. x/
yadayadayadayadayadayada.
i decided not to piss myself anymore. im gonna talk about HAPPY STUFFS.
lunched at kfc after training. then went to watch the pilot pen cup competition at acsi. and gosh! ashaway's offering this pink racket (which comes along with the string and bag) for 80 buckeroos! fenny fell in love with it and i think she's gonna marry it tomorrow. she asked me to propose to the pink one, but i like the red one better. SO IM IN A DILEMMA. :( saw heemhian on the way out, waved, then headed to mark's house. met davidhoe in the train. played cards, and then jinqi came and join us with her purple mahjong tiles. hah! ate dinner and then it was home sweet home. :) (the luncheon meat was.. damn good!)
I HAVE A DATE WITH FENNY & NICOLE AT THE POOOOOOL TOMORROW! :D
i prayed a prayer to God.
and it's here!
typen with transparent font.
tuesday 14/03/06
He's the Lord of the sunshine
the Lord of the rain
He's the Lord of the VERY GOOD times
the Lord of the pain
He's the Lord of the mountains
the Lord of the seas
He's the Lord of the music
the Lord of the children
the Lord of YOU & ME
this song sounded in my head just before i turned in to bed. all of us are made and moulded by the same hands, wow!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOANNELEE!
wednesday 15/03/06
it's a happy day, and i thank God for the weather
it's a happy day, and i'm living it for my Lord
it's a happy day, and things are gonna get better
i'm living each day by the promises in God's word (:
central event at sentosa was great, but the burnts i suffered was horrible! the sun got my shoulders all red, hot, spicy, burnt and painful! i really look like a chilli padi now. the skin on my nose and shoulders are gonna peel and everyone's gonna laugh at me like hyenas and i wouldn't dare to go out! AHH! anyway, i think hazel's so cool! she can grasp the skill of throwing and catching the frisbee so fast okay! i shally publicly declare my new idol: HAZEL! :D she's my beautiful chocolate (wo)man!
oh man, so scary! THIS THOUGHT SUDDENLY CAME TO MY MIND!!! you know ah, we mix around so much with the sec two crescent girls i forgot they were sec two! omg, and i was behaving so madly and crazily with them. hahaha. no wonder people always think im only sec two.
i've been hearing caregroups having converts and drawing nearer to their goal or even breaking it. everyone in their caregroup is carrying this conviction and message of Christ. 2 weeks left to the end of march. fairfield is still stucked at 7. this is scary, nevertheless exciting! i can't wait to see what God's gonna do in our land. we didn't have the chance to evangelise last week becos of service learning. but i pray that God will just pour out the fruits on the last week. :D it's definitely exciting to see EIGHT converts from fairfield going down during altar call. then after that, mass follow up. WOAH! i tell you, WHEN that happens, i don't know how i'll react man. i think i'll eat all the ice cream in the world la.
goodnight world! i just realised there's some chinese o level shitz tomorrow.
thursday 16/03/06
i really look like a salmon now. i struggled to fit into my school uniform because the sunburnts were killing me! and vivien's so funny! we were both at the same beach and location yesterday but she didn't see june and i. she was like, 'eh this group of people crazy ah, all wear blue.' hahaha. i spanked her for that.
anyways! i am in love with this song called feng by jaychou!
omgomgomgomg send me the lyrics! xD
Sunday, March 12, 2006
monday 06/03/06
the world is like chocolate, irresistable and sinful.
we stray. we fall. we crumble. we falter.
but have we ever learnt to resist?
tuesday 07/03/06
everybody's looking for that something; one thing that makes it all complete.
why do people seek security in relationships?
why do we want to mend that God-shaped hole with relationships?
why do two get together when they know that their relationship would not last?
why why why why why why why why why!
many random thoughts running through my head right now. it would definitely be nice if i could take a long long scroll along the beach, feel the breeze, let it brush against my face and blow away what's in my head. but i guess a hairdryer would do the job since it's unsafe to be out so late. :/
wednesday 08/03/06
i love music! <333
what if there's no such thing called music?
then everything else would just be NOISE.
and i don't wanna see it happen. eeks!
I BOUGHT A SKIPPING ROPE AT STADIUM!
happy birthday min! :D
thursday 09/03/06
1. my brother played truant! @#$%^&
2. i bought a beautiful beige shawl! :D
3. am gonna buy a purple one tomorrow. :P
4. rehearsed for tomorrow's performance. ("_)
5. singing guang huai fang shi. (_")
6. carmelle's got a beautiful voice! ;)
7.
8. natalie's a clown! (oo)
9. i figured out the chords for that song! xD
10. thank you. x)
11. i hate arvin. he can play darn well. :O
AND I SKIPPED 500 TIMES! C:
friday 10/03/06
every new day, Your glory unfolds.
saturday 11/03/06
why do people not heed advices?
why do they learn only to regret later on?
sometimes. this really puzzles me.
when we were sec one, we used to do anything and everything. we sing the mari kita so loudly and proudly. our socks were up to our knees. our hair were tied up like jacky chan. the guys pants cover the belly button. and all sorts of nuts. as we grow older, we begin to be more cautious of image. singing the mari kita would mean you're a plain loser. wearing ankle socks is IN. our hair must be tied as high as possible. pants must hang as low as possible. and the list goes on.
i was really inspired by the testimonies shared during the passion meeting. it brought me back to my sec one days, where we would stand along commonwealth mrt station collecting fairfield and queensway contacts. everyone was so passionate that we actually fought with each other for contacts. then i will act spiritual and say, aiya doesn't matter who brought that contact la, so as long as they're saved.
different analogy, but same principle. i guess it's all about pride.
i don see myself as passionate as before. maybe it's because i'm afraid people would point fingers at me and look at me with dust in their eyes. BUT! i am so so so determined to revive those days. i'm so gonna make it happen!
central prayer meet was great! :D
yes we're really sick of logos word. we're craving for a rhema word. God definitely spoke to me today. the lock to my heart was broken. God certainly did His work in the hearts of the people. the gift of FAITH. God, rain down on us! i want to be a witness of your great love. (:
ask the rain, when it's falling.
turn my weaknesses into strength
the world is like chocolate, irresistable and sinful.
we stray. we fall. we crumble. we falter.
but have we ever learnt to resist?
tuesday 07/03/06
everybody's looking for that something; one thing that makes it all complete.
why do people seek security in relationships?
why do we want to mend that God-shaped hole with relationships?
why do two get together when they know that their relationship would not last?
why why why why why why why why why!
many random thoughts running through my head right now. it would definitely be nice if i could take a long long scroll along the beach, feel the breeze, let it brush against my face and blow away what's in my head. but i guess a hairdryer would do the job since it's unsafe to be out so late. :/
wednesday 08/03/06
i love music! <333
what if there's no such thing called music?
then everything else would just be NOISE.
and i don't wanna see it happen. eeks!
I BOUGHT A SKIPPING ROPE AT STADIUM!
happy birthday min! :D
thursday 09/03/06
1. my brother played truant! @#$%^&
2. i bought a beautiful beige shawl! :D
3. am gonna buy a purple one tomorrow. :P
4. rehearsed for tomorrow's performance. ("_)
5. singing guang huai fang shi. (_")
6. carmelle's got a beautiful voice! ;)
7.
8. natalie's a clown! (oo)
9. i figured out the chords for that song! xD
10. thank you. x)
11. i hate arvin. he can play darn well. :O
AND I SKIPPED 500 TIMES! C:
friday 10/03/06
every new day, Your glory unfolds.
saturday 11/03/06
why do people not heed advices?
why do they learn only to regret later on?
sometimes. this really puzzles me.
when we were sec one, we used to do anything and everything. we sing the mari kita so loudly and proudly. our socks were up to our knees. our hair were tied up like jacky chan. the guys pants cover the belly button. and all sorts of nuts. as we grow older, we begin to be more cautious of image. singing the mari kita would mean you're a plain loser. wearing ankle socks is IN. our hair must be tied as high as possible. pants must hang as low as possible. and the list goes on.
i was really inspired by the testimonies shared during the passion meeting. it brought me back to my sec one days, where we would stand along commonwealth mrt station collecting fairfield and queensway contacts. everyone was so passionate that we actually fought with each other for contacts. then i will act spiritual and say, aiya doesn't matter who brought that contact la, so as long as they're saved.
different analogy, but same principle. i guess it's all about pride.
i don see myself as passionate as before. maybe it's because i'm afraid people would point fingers at me and look at me with dust in their eyes. BUT! i am so so so determined to revive those days. i'm so gonna make it happen!
central prayer meet was great! :D
yes we're really sick of logos word. we're craving for a rhema word. God definitely spoke to me today. the lock to my heart was broken. God certainly did His work in the hearts of the people. the gift of FAITH. God, rain down on us! i want to be a witness of your great love. (:
ask the rain, when it's falling.
turn my weaknesses into strength
Sunday, March 05, 2006
IM GONNA STUDY MY BRAINS OFF FROM MONDAY TO FRIDAY, & SUNDAYS!
this term's ppr wasn't very good. i did well for NOTHING. especially chinese! i got a chickenfive! the whole world thrashed my assssssssssssssss!!!
friday was angsty day. got back most of the ppr's and i see all sorts of letters except 'A'. im not so concerned with the grades actually, but im just afraid that this would determine what i would roughly get at the end of the year. im seriously scared la. anw, i did a calculation for rachelle's tuition expenses, and guess what? it amounted to >1260! crazy. i think singaporeans are really kiasu. i know of a friend who's a catholic, and becos her mum wanted her to do well for o's this year, her mum bought this jade pendant all the way from donknowwhatcountry becos the person told her that piece of object could bless her daughter's grades. when i heard of it, i was like really shocked. just by one incident alone, it tells a lot. does results really mean everything?
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wanted to go running but i couldn't find a companion. yea, so i headed home. angela couldn't meet me, so i read a few pages of 'The Alchemist', did a few pages of zuoye then took someone's car to nicole's house. watched The Fog and walao. i didn't know i was such a coward. :/
end march goal: 15
God, soften the grounds of Fairfield.
we'll pray for the needs of our land
this term's ppr wasn't very good. i did well for NOTHING. especially chinese! i got a chickenfive! the whole world thrashed my assssssssssssssss!!!
friday was angsty day. got back most of the ppr's and i see all sorts of letters except 'A'. im not so concerned with the grades actually, but im just afraid that this would determine what i would roughly get at the end of the year. im seriously scared la. anw, i did a calculation for rachelle's tuition expenses, and guess what? it amounted to >1260! crazy. i think singaporeans are really kiasu. i know of a friend who's a catholic, and becos her mum wanted her to do well for o's this year, her mum bought this jade pendant all the way from donknowwhatcountry becos the person told her that piece of object could bless her daughter's grades. when i heard of it, i was like really shocked. just by one incident alone, it tells a lot. does results really mean everything?
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wanted to go running but i couldn't find a companion. yea, so i headed home. angela couldn't meet me, so i read a few pages of 'The Alchemist', did a few pages of zuoye then took someone's car to nicole's house. watched The Fog and walao. i didn't know i was such a coward. :/
end march goal: 15
God, soften the grounds of Fairfield.
we'll pray for the needs of our land
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