monday 13/03/06
im so hating what im feeling right now.
but i have to post this becos it seems outrageously impossible to bury this fieryness!

why am i feeling this way!
why am i not open to corrections!
why am i feeling so negative!
why am i so filled with doubts!
why am i so frigging pissed!

yea im so frigging pissed with myself. x/

yadayadayadayadayadayada.
i decided not to piss myself anymore. im gonna talk about HAPPY STUFFS.

lunched at kfc after training. then went to watch the pilot pen cup competition at acsi. and gosh! ashaway's offering this pink racket (which comes along with the string and bag) for 80 buckeroos! fenny fell in love with it and i think she's gonna marry it tomorrow. she asked me to propose to the pink one, but i like the red one better. SO IM IN A DILEMMA. :( saw heemhian on the way out, waved, then headed to mark's house. met davidhoe in the train. played cards, and then jinqi came and join us with her purple mahjong tiles. hah! ate dinner and then it was home sweet home. :) (the luncheon meat was.. damn good!)

I HAVE A DATE WITH FENNY & NICOLE AT THE POOOOOOL TOMORROW! :D

i prayed a prayer to God.
and it's here!
typen with transparent font.


tuesday 14/03/06
He's the Lord of the sunshine
the Lord of the rain
He's the Lord of the VERY GOOD times
the Lord of the pain
He's the Lord of the mountains
the Lord of the seas
He's the Lord of the music
the Lord of the children
the Lord of YOU & ME

this song sounded in my head just before i turned in to bed. all of us are made and moulded by the same hands, wow!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOANNELEE!


wednesday 15/03/06
it's a happy day, and i thank God for the weather
it's a happy day, and i'm living it for my Lord
it's a happy day, and things are gonna get better
i'm living each day by the promises in God's word (:

central event at sentosa was great, but the burnts i suffered was horrible! the sun got my shoulders all red, hot, spicy, burnt and painful! i really look like a chilli padi now. the skin on my nose and shoulders are gonna peel and everyone's gonna laugh at me like hyenas and i wouldn't dare to go out! AHH! anyway, i think hazel's so cool! she can grasp the skill of throwing and catching the frisbee so fast okay! i shally publicly declare my new idol: HAZEL! :D she's my beautiful chocolate (wo)man!

oh man, so scary! THIS THOUGHT SUDDENLY CAME TO MY MIND!!! you know ah, we mix around so much with the sec two crescent girls i forgot they were sec two! omg, and i was behaving so madly and crazily with them. hahaha. no wonder people always think im only sec two.

i've been hearing caregroups having converts and drawing nearer to their goal or even breaking it. everyone in their caregroup is carrying this conviction and message of Christ. 2 weeks left to the end of march. fairfield is still stucked at 7. this is scary, nevertheless exciting! i can't wait to see what God's gonna do in our land. we didn't have the chance to evangelise last week becos of service learning. but i pray that God will just pour out the fruits on the last week. :D it's definitely exciting to see EIGHT converts from fairfield going down during altar call. then after that, mass follow up. WOAH! i tell you, WHEN that happens, i don't know how i'll react man. i think i'll eat all the ice cream in the world la.

goodnight world! i just realised there's some chinese o level shitz tomorrow.


thursday 16/03/06
i really look like a salmon now. i struggled to fit into my school uniform because the sunburnts were killing me! and vivien's so funny! we were both at the same beach and location yesterday but she didn't see june and i. she was like, 'eh this group of people crazy ah, all wear blue.' hahaha. i spanked her for that.

anyways! i am in love with this song called feng by jaychou!
omgomgomgomg send me the lyrics! xD