i feel soo wronngedd and stupidd.
people are like accusing me for things which i have not done.
people are accusing me for things whichh are sooo stupid.
why do people alwayss have negative thoughts.
why canntt these people just thinkk on the slighter positive side.
why cannt these people look at themselves, even before they judge.
why cann't they take a reality check. and see that.
the problem might actually lie in themselves.
they could have bitterness against me.

wellsss. i myself must also take a reality check.
maybe i am really in the wronng.
due to our imperfection, we cant notice all these blind spots in ourr lives.
i just have to ask my dearestt daddyy in heaven.

dearr daddyy!
i reallyy feel soo lostt youu knoww. lord, tell me the areas whichh i've donee wrong. tell me, the areas whichh i need to grow in. lord, i want to be more like youu. lord guide me in whateverr i do and wherever i go. i want to lead a holy and blameless life!! the world's full of many temptationss lord. lordd hold me closee to youu. i wanna place my securityy in youu only. speakk to me daddy! i need youuu!
amen.