gonna study with clara later at chinatownpoint. before that, i wanna pen down a few things that made my week, or rather made a fool of myself.

xcountry@macritchie
oh man this day was disgustingly embarrassing! early in the morning and i met with a 'mishap'. it's all my brother and june's fault! my brother and i were supposed to hitch a ride in june's uncle's cab, but i didn't know that he already made his own transport arrangements, so he went off in a donknowwhat-class mercedes without me. okay, as for me, i waited at the bus stop for june. while waiting, this STUPIDDARNEDCURSEDCAB stopped right in front of me. BECOS IT WAS SO EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 0600, my eyes and mind weren't in a very conscious state, i thought it was june's uncle's cab, i ran to it, opened the door, greeted HELLO, only to realise that everyone was staring at me like some alien. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. the cab driver looked like a gangster, the two guys stared at me as if i was a ghost! plus, they were FAIRSIANS! bish* i paiseh like shit man. i quickly turned around to hide my face, but SHIT MAN! i'm wearing a jersey with my beautiful name printed on the back.

okay then i ran across the road to report the incident to june, and they laughed like idiots. -.-

anyway, xcountry was so fun man! i didn't know running could be so fun. haha. my stamina deproved but my determination was stronger. i think some girls ran the guys route, and they're like damn sad. cos they got the top 20 potential? and walao, rachelle got the 15th position, and yunting got 8th? hannah foong as usual 1st. winner wasted la, on mc.

went pizzahut to feast! rachelle and i were walking to pizzahut, while the rest went to the toilet. and then i was telling her, 'follow me la, it's this way'. then she stupidly went the other way. i thought she followed me, so i talked super loudly, 'EH HOW MANY PEOPLE WE HAVE? 7 RIGHT!?' omgggggggggggggzzzzz!!

this was not all. a few seconds later, we were outside pizzahut, then we saw this 2 fairsians, then i started waving BECOS I THOUGHT SHE WAS MY JUNIOR! then i asked rachelle, 'eh you know her meh?' then she said 'yah, she's agnes what?' shizzzzzz. i waved to her when i don even know her.

HOW! I MALU-ED MYSELF 3 TIMES IN ONE DAY! i got no face already la.

anyhow, vivien came and during altar, she actually said something which impacted me a lot.

sy: hey so how? you said you are considering to change church right? so have you decided?

vivien: actually i've decided to stay on, becos i believe God has a great calling and purpose for me there. no matter which church i go, it's still the same.

i can't remember what else. but she mentioned something like no matter how far the church is, she'll still serve there. and woah, i was truly marvelled by her words. and it's true! if i were to be in the same situation as her, i'll do the same. no matter where you go, you'll still be serving the same God! changing church doesn't solve your problems. God want us to conquer it. and that's how He grooms us.

i was moved when i saw people going down during altar call. it's been biliions of years since our cg had our harvest. maybe we're afraid of discouragements. but we're really yearning for it to happen. we've already tried out best, why don't we see it happening? why God, why is this happening? i really wanna know the answer. but i guess God is telling me, to wait, trust me, I'll definitely let it happen, but you gotta have faith in me.



the trumpets will sound, and all heavens will know
that the time has finally come
for the bride to take her place
and we'll hear the angels sing