ahhh! i don think i can make it to double science anymore, with my oh so pathetic results. crap. i should have slogged the earlier half of the year. my class position is crap (needless to say), my level position is rubbish, and my percentage? give me a break.

class position: 21
level position: 170
overall percentage: 61.1%

okayye. im not sure if this is the overall. but it sort of determines which class i will go to right? and i think the school's offerring only three pure science classes, because of our results. how wonderful. there goes my double science. help! i don want double humanities! i just dislike humanities. especially geog. it's disgusting you know?! i flunk the mapwork section okayye! i cant even do the topographical map. that's how pathetic i am. hurhur.

why are there so many nerds in this batch of sec twos? pfft.

anyway. im currently at my 6th day of purpose-driven life. and genny's at her 4th day. haha. i think the content is like so, meaningful and so impactful. and it really made me ponder on what on earth am i here for. wow. (: oh ya! i saw a few books by max lucado at trumpet praise on saturday. and i really really love it! one of it was, it's not about me, and the other one (i cant remember the title), something about loving others. i think i really need to grow in the area of love. i felt that i've lost this passion for people. and i really want to regain this burden that i've lost for the people in fairfield. i just want to serve God and do his will till the end of time.

i'll set my mind on you Lord
i'll chose you everytime
focus my eyes on you Lord
and dedicate my life

here i am, use me
come into my life
i want to be, more like Jesus
until the end of time