esprit de corps
7-10th december 05

i had a great time during this 4 days 3 nights camp. (: a great time knowing all the brothers and sisters, especially clara, huiwei and joannelee.

i will try not to go into details, or else i will take forever, and nobody's gonna be so boliao to go on reading. if anyone could finish reading my post without falling asleep, oh yes man, three cheers for you!

day one, 7th december
arrived at campsite at 1030 to help out with the camp registration booth. it was kind of rush, becos we were clueless about the accomodation at PGP until it was nearing 1245. um, i was supposed to attend some mamashop briefing by dennis at the same time, but i cant split myself into two right? eh, so kinda excused myself from mamashop duty. in fact, i only helped out ONCE! NOT becos im not serving, but becos my team leader didnt brief me at all. so i just walk away, so that i wont look like an idiot.

games was, a lil screwed, but i enjoyed myself. :) was in HUMANS2, team leader was weilun. so it was a team with mostly fairsians and montfortians (??) lol. everyone was dying running around, trying to find the correct station. our hopes were hanging high, until we found out that we've been given the wrong card from the start. nevertheless, we kept the spirit of excellence and ventured to the rest of the stations. at the first station, i ate onions, so my breath stinked. at some other station, i ate chilli padi. it was horrible la, cos i ate it on an empty stomach, and it was burning like hell. somehow, we weren't the last! so yea, praise God. haha.

slept with grace, and so funny! she farted in her sleep! and it wasnt those normal kind of fart, it was diarhea-like. lol. told june about it and we laughed like crazy, cos she experienced it many many times.

day two, 8th december
woke up at 715. realised that everyone was late for morning devotion. amazingly, my caregroup and dan was the first.

war of ages. i kinda forgotten what we did. but we got all wet. there was one game which was a modified version of dog and bone. and i swear i wouldnt want to be number 4 again. the station master didn't call my number okay! im so sad la. but oh well, my team went to four stations and won all four. i love my team!

went back to pgp, played ball, and realised that the whole central2 were late. harhar.
who's the king!

preaching by pastor jeff was wonderful. altar call was powerful. it's always the same old song, the same words, we want to run to the altar, and catch the fire, to stand in the gap between the living and the dead but it never fails to manifest. we prayed in our caregroups and cried buckets. my faith was renewed and im more convicted of multiplying my community. i don want to run alone, but i want the team to run with me. my only desire is to see me and my team keeping at the same pace, such that no one gets left behind, really. if anyone do get left behind, i really pray that the team would not be dragged behind, but pull them along.

my greatest fear is to see people leave God, especially my loved ones. i don know what i will do if everyone around me starts disappearing. i may say this now, but when crisis really strikes, will i be able to act out what i say? i don know. but i really hope that God will really bless and anoint this team. i have full confidence that this team is gonna shine. i am glad that all my people have received a rhema word from God. this night was the night when God really moved in the hearts of men. we may not be talented, we may not have much, but we have hearts that long for God. i am so proud of this team! :)

had a mini sharing with samcheong. shall not elaborate much, but i thank God for putting her into my life. she understands, and tries to find out the other side of the story of a one-sided story. thanks so much! if you're reading this, im serious about what i said the other day. im not good with words, but i really hope that it will mean something to you.

ordered mac, ate soggy fries and nuggets. played basketball with hanyang, eugene, june and the crescent girls. ooh, and i scored a point! haha.

day three, 9th december
God spoke to me through shirley's vision. yes, i have always been afraid of stepping up, becos im scared that my whole life orientation will change. im scared of many things. but again, im reminded of what somebody said, if you put God first, everything else will fall in place. im once again reassurred of who im serving. (:

played overnight captain's ball with centralites, and teckyang and weisong. oh yea, huiwei and teckyang look like twins la. okay, i sweat like mad. stopped playing at around 4, was about to go back to pgp when dan asked if anyone wanted a free ride back. so me and june dashed forward and had a free taxi ride. haha. washed up and headed to lounge. didnt do anything, so everyone fell asleep. it was freezing cold la, so i didnt sleep much.

heh. i did something evil, i took everyone's picture when they're asleep. HAHAHA. if you do something bad to me, i'll upload it. heee.

day four, 10th december
camp ended with a smile on everyone's face. physically tired, but yet spiritually energised. :) felt so high after praise, took pictures with AOC, DAs, then played volleyball with the girls. headed to HV for lunch, then played the sillyhandgame with huiwei, clara and joanne. they're all so crazy okay! then huiwei was eating some breadtalk eggtart, and i got so excited cos i won the handgame i knocked it over. everyone laughed like mad. oh yea, there was musical chair as well. can you imagine four secondary school girls playing musical chairs in BK? retarded, but fun! :D huiwei and i were wrestling until we _____ and i ___ __ __ _____. hahaha, and we promised not to tell anyone cos it's really embarrassing. thank God only clara and joanne saw. hahaha.

the greatest fellowship. i can't wait for more events. i love this group. :)