monday 03/04/06
happy birthday juneeee!


cool down, chill.. steady!
was thinking of a gnirutcurtser (decode it!) a long time ago. i told angela about it, and she had my sentiments exactly! was telling her about my plans, and she thought that it would be better too. i think i will be able to manage my time better with my new proposed plan; since it's the most crucial year in my secondary school and i guess we can all grow better as well.

I FORBID YOU TO READ THE NEXT TWO PARAGRAPHS
(God is watching you!)
like that i don have to be condemned/ discriminated for being such an irresponsible jackass or a liveless/ heartless creature for being such an idiot who doesn't care about any single dung on the cows' toilet bowl.

i seriously hate people condeming me behind my back, especially when they don know put in the effort to know how much the other party is going through. maybe they wanna win the approval of someone or whatever, i don care. but must you stoop so low? humans are fallible; so am i. God is God, and im not. you cant expect me to be there all the time, treating you like a baby and change your diapers everytime you soil yourself. there's so many things to do, yet so little time. 7 days a week. im not exactly free on every single day. i make time, you run away or (pretend) you forgot. i am really sorry for not being able to give you attention for the past months. i am trying my best to make it up. but you have to open your heart again and hear me out. i can't possibly feed when you refuse to open your mouth.

YOU MAY CONTINUE READING
30 days fasting and praying starts today. say NO to fastfood. no macdonalds, no kfc, no ljs, no bk. it's ok, i have vegetables and chocolates. <3


tuesday 04/04/06
happy birthday tracy!

actual 2.4 run today. timing was. bad, bad, bad! 14.48. im going to retake and (try to) get my A.

becos i was lazy to bring my amath tb to school, i ended up having to copy exercise 15a, b, and c out by 7am tomorrow. what a well-deserved punishment. but it's ok. i got that settled in about half an hour. then i went on to do a little bit of physics and chemistry revision for mid years. if reading through it is counted as revision, then im more or less done with them. amath, emath and humans are still left untouched. someone please shake my lazy bones!

i just realised there's like 5 common tests next week. and i haven't got myself started. grr. i should just bite my tongue and bleed to death.

that'll be a horrible sight though.

anyway, fied trip to semakau island was damn fun! haha. took lots of pictures, as usual. too bad rachelle the camera freak had to go for her squash competition. she missed out the fun we had. taking pictures, watching people feeling sea-sick, and the screams going on in the ferry. haha. i love 4a la.


wednesday 05/04/06
happy birthday samantha seah!

ANGRY AH!
we didn't get into 4x100 finals! thanks to those liars, and the big mouth laffyette! i seriously regret not taking part in 4x400.

today was like a damn bad day. got scolded by almost every damned teacher. then when i got home, things didn't get any better. the old woman at home kicked a big fuss over a small matter and we pissed each other's ass off. she ending up barking, and i ended up pissed off. so she pulled my hair when i walked past her. i can't retaliate so i just uttered something mean out of anger. this is already good enough okay. i used to hit her back (when i was younger!)


thursday 06/04/06
happy birthday clarissa!

im super absent minded. i keep leaving my racket behind after every class. it's either i don treasure the racket, or i'm simply too caught up with other stuffs to even remember about the racket. yesterday, i left it in emath class. today, i left it in bio class. when i realised that my racket was missing, i was already on the bus. ugh! then i went back to school to retrieve it la. walao. i wasted 55 cents laaaaaaaaa! spent another $1.50 on cab fare cos it was pouring like verbal diarrhoea.


friday 07/04/06
studied with tiger koh today. and these are some shots of her. they look a lil different from the ones you see at the zoo. this one's much friendlier, and apparently she loves taking narcisist shots.




saturday 08/04/06
God's grace.
i've forgotten what life was before i entered the Kingdom of light. i need to relive those days.

i was made to praise you
i was made to glorify your name
and to obey you Lord
i will worship You