tuesday 28/03/06
my week has been fruitful so far. yunting and i promised each other that we're gonna mug hard together and get top 2 (at least in 4abc). haha. so we stayed back after school yesterday to complete our work. then today, we stayed back together again, and got most/ all our work completed, then i read through the history topics tested for midyears. yay, i feel so hardworking all of a sudden. let's pray this won't die off so soon. hopefully it can last for another 8 months. hee!

anw, today's evangelism was more of quality than quantity. only managed to reach out to 4 sec ones. at first i was so passionate to reach out, then this excitement started dying down cos fear was engulfing me! i was afraid to reach out to big groups for fear of rejections. nevertheless, desperation drove me on. i plucked up my courage and approached the sec ones. (yay, i applied the 'just whack' spirit!)

you know, this journey was never meant to be easy. but i thank God for sending people to walk this long and windy road with me. :)

grace!
hey! have seen how you went through ups and downs in your life, yet you never gave up. you persist on even through the toughest time of your life. sis, i really affirm you for your perseverance and your spirit of always wanting to learn and grow. thanks for being so accountable and so reliable. i know you will always back me up when i need it. thanks for encouraging me when im discouraged too. you have been a great encouragement to me. let's give our all for the last few days. we are left with no other choices. 15, hit it or break it. for when you seek, you will surely find. love! <3

angela!
if God had not sent you into my life, i wouldn't know where i would be today, really. thanks so much for enduring all my nonsense and pmses. a thousand apologies can never mend a broken heart. what's said has been said, what's done has been done. we can't turn back time. i just pray that i can be a better armour bearer to you in the future. i really wanna run this race with you.

dan!
maybe you'll take quite some time before you realise that i have written a shout-out for you. but nvm, i'll still carry on with what i wanna say. when i saw you evangelising outside fairfield with daniel&yk, i was rather surprised but encouraged. i never knew that my whole street-evangelism story could change your whole perspective of street evangelism. haha. it's simply amazing how God works. if i can be converted through street evangelism, i believe God can also use you to inspire lives. :) thanks for the encouragement through sms too!

daniel!
wow, you're someone who eat your word. when you say it, you will do it. and i am really inspired by your faith. even though we are nowhere near our goal, you still believed God for 216. and i must say, im really amazed. i truly enjoy your teachings even though they are really long. they never fail to manifest and nourish my soul. thanks for being such a wonderful leader. im still believing God for a unit in fmss, and i know you will always keep 216 in your prayers. (:

let fire burn in every heart to light the way, defeat the dark


wednesday 29/03/06
a wonderful day that the Lord has made. (: i didn't expected physical training to be a whole lot of fun! 20 pushups (guys style), 1minute of superman, 20 crunches, 20 pushups (girls style), 1 minute of superman, 20 crunches, 1000 skips, 15 sets of jumping-over-the-chair and 1000 lobs. the most interesting part was the lob. instead of lobbing with the shuttle, we had to jump up, use our rackets and whack the string that was hanging down from the bridge. plus it was drizzling, so it's like what, free eyedrops and thirst quencher from heaven?

the jumping over the chair part was super funny la. i was so so scared of jumping over the chair okay! i think i got some phobia of falling down or sth. but nevertheless, i still picked my ass up and jumped over the thing. haha. and then i got so addicted to it i started jumping and jumping! you all must try it next time man!

went dover after training with gabriel, fenny, aaron and jerene. heh. dranked my favourite iced milk tea! :D

sometimes the journey's gentle; sometimes the cold winds blow


thursday 30/03/06
after losing touch with my racket for 2 weeks, i couldn't play anymore! instead of hitting the shuttle, i ended up whacking my head and legs. but thank God, i slowly picked up and remembered how to play properly. heh. anyway, my lobbing improved! take me on man, haha. though i still got loads to work on.

oh. i was supposed to meet clara after training at the gym! but becos i forgot to bring my boyfriend out, i decided to head home to look for him cos i missed him too much. sorry clara! haha. okay la, actually my boyfriend is my phone.

and shiz! you know i failed my chinese test horribly? like 3/10 for zonghetiankong, and 6/20 for gonghan? and if you were to calculate the percentage, it's 30%. yes thank you, fillet-o-fish 9! it's less than four weeks to midyears chinese papers. i seriously think i am not going to make it for an A. nvm. i shall leave that to God. i'll just be a mugger for now.

there can be MIRACLESssssss, when you BELIEVEeeeee!


friday 31/03/06
fruitlessness.

who would have thought things would turn out this way. not that i am giving up any last traces of hope. but there's seriously nothing much that i can do now than to pray.

is there really no way out for missionary schools? why is this land so dry and hard? why does it seem so easy for the rest, yet it's so draining for us? i don believe that ir's impossible to grow beyond 8. i don wish to raise my white undies yet. i don want to be the loser. once im in this battle, im not going to back out. im still raging war.