10:46 pm
saturday 20/5/2006
bumped into mrs wong and her family at starhub! scary, can't believe june and i yelled across to get her attention. well, now that she knows june and i are from the same church, i guess we've got to be MUCH (x1000) better salt and light! anw, her daughters are called grace and claire! and grace kept waving to me. i asked grace if mrs wong was strict with her, and she said, yes! my mum is very fierce. i asked her what's her mother's name, she said bee ting. i asked her if she had a christian name, she said wong. haha, how cute! :D now that i remember, i should have captured a picture of her daughters as a bribe in the future. lol.

i was suddenly reminded of mrs ling's nightmare! her first time taking a bus in a century (really a century!) and she made a joke out of herself. first was the maggi mee incident, now it's this. haha. tomorrow's gonna be exciting! cos mrs ling's gonna get her butts on the MRT with her husband for the first time! she's so funny la! during chem lessons she kept asking us how to get the ezlink card, and how to alight. she thought you have to tell the control station person where you wanna alight. lol. i condemned her husband and her for that, and she claimed she know more than her husband. she don't even dare to take cab alone in broad daylight! for the first time, she humbled herself and praised us for being smarter and cleverer than her. haha.



6:35 pm
friday 19/5/2006
i was so looking forward to badminton today, but i woke up this morning feeling all so disappointed. :( my cramps deterred my movements and caused me to be partially immobile. i had so much trouble moving around okay! i hate ms. oh well, at least i wouldn't have it during gwen's birthday. or else i'd just have to sit by the fences and watch them get drowned in fun.

i promised myself to train on fridays, either on court or in gym. psychoed jerene to join me in this. haha. cos my skills really suck now. not that i have much last time though. next wednesday is badminton outing day, as fenny claimed! probably with the ex-fairsians if we can (even) contact them. i miss the seniors, a gazillion much! i remembered we had this one and only badminton outing to bugis when i was sec one, when daniel woon was still the captain. that year was the best la. everyone was so closely knitted and we'd always hang around together. not like now, one of the vice-captain is some screwed up sec three. backstabbings and badmouthing by female juniors. i seriously miss the 2003 batch. :( i want to relive those moments with them!

i give you my destiny
i'm giving you all of me
i want your symphony
singing in all that i am
at the top of my lungs
i'm giving it all i have

so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands and pray
to be only yours i pray
to be only yours i know now
you're my only hope



6:18 pm
thursday 18/5/2006
i failed combined science, cos of that 50% discount voucher. even if i didn't receive the voucher, i'd still pass miserably. it's not much of a difference.

mcq 16/30
chemistry 19/45
physics 26.5/45
practical 9.5/30 (after 50% discount)
total 47.3%

thank God i didn't fare too badly for english, but i need that little bit of marks to push me up a grade. comprehension was seriously tough. the highest in my class still failed with a 11/25. the whole cohord did not perform well at all. only 1/267 managed to get an a2. now you can make a guage how many failures there were.

comprehension 9/25
summary 16/25
composition 19/30
letter writing 21/30
total 59.1%

sianitoes. my l1r5 is 32. beat that, baby, cos i'm bound to be down for s2e you freaks! sigh, i miss training! i very much want to attend badminton camp, but it clashes with church camp. there goes my kayaking, and my nighttimetalkcockanddirty fellowship session with my gay and horny juniors. it's alright, i shall make myself available for december's camp, cos i'm gonna start bossing you juniors around. haha. anyway, jerene self-confessed she missed my presence in training! don't worry dollies, i might drop by one of these kuku days and train with you all. cos i gotta.. burn some fats! say with me, burn some fats!



7:18 pm
wednesday 17/5/2006
cg was cancelled due to unforeseen circumstance. i don't know if we're in the right mind or what. probably we got emotionally effected by our results, and so sarah, june, chye aik, bryan and i ended up having mahjong session at jessie's! did my usuals. ransacked her fridge for chocolates, her study room for chips, and her living room for cereals! :d thanks for being so hospitable. the visit to jessie's was much (x10000000) more pleasant than to nicole's.

there's a distinct contrast between the combined science classes and the pure science classes in the questions the students ask after mye.
pure science students: how many did you fail?
combined science students: how many did you pass?
amazingly, the replies are rather similar, and the most common range was 0-2.

i've heard of some who passed none except chinese, and i saw how discouraged they were. not that i have done any better, but at least i managed to pass both my math. some worked really hard but could not reap the results. we're still being kept in suspense about our el marks. we've been told the average score for compre was 3, and 5 for summary. gah, i suppose it's another f9 to my collection.

anyway, some updates about my.. damn results. it's horrendously horrible. i thought twice about posting them here, but i'll do so anyway, not for you to laugh at, but hoping it can be a testimony in the future.

chemistry. 19/45. i don't know whether to laugh or to cry. i guess i'm one of the last few in the class. emath. low and behold, the only distinction of the whole examination.thank god for the a2, cos i only scanned through the formulas the day before, plus i didn't get much practice. ss. just passed. 13/25. i did (fairly) well for the first inferential and the last reliability question!



3:48 pm
tuesday 16/5/2006
spirit of the living God, flow like a river through me

some woman just rang my parent up, i think. ah yes, it's mrs wong. it must be regarding that practical. got called out this morning during assembly and then she sang a song for me that lasted for 5 minutes. by the tone of her speech, i can decipher she wants me to play the guilty role even though it takes two hands to clap. nerdy. for that, i'm entitled to a 50% discount for my science practical. feel super sorry for arvin for dragging him down, unfortunately he was too kind. oh wells, at most i'll enter s2e and join you to make it up! then we can make a din together.

this adds to my many compelling reasons of why i hate teachers. but i think i've said enough. i shall return their credibility and quit my acts of defamation. goodbye.



3:09 pm
monday 15/5/2006
14 days to o level chinese examination

the next few paragraphs will be on my unglorifying results.

biology. i'm quite happy with my results although i failed. i didn't mug for it at all, seriously not at all, but i somehow managed to score beyond what i expected. i foresee myself getting 20, but i got 57! initially i thought i can never make it for bio, and was planning to leave it like that till o's. uh yeah, it's still a fail, but it was beyond me. as you guys know, i'm a sucker at biology. probably god wants me to persevere. even though this flame isn't shining as brightly as compared to the others, at least i can still see this glimmer of hope!

practical 28/40
section a 5/10
section b 15/40
section c 9/30
total 47.5%

history was the worst nightmare. when i received my script, i could only stare at the marks column. 7/25. i studied like no monkey's business, but i reaped this kind of results. 27 out of the whole cohord passed. 3 out of my 40 in my class passed. sadly, i belong to the majority. haha. wait, i'm supposed to be sad, why am i laughing?

amath was disappointing. careless mistakes, calculation errors and leaving out questions here and there. i expected a b3, but i'm 3 grades down. i'm very much perturbed by the fact that i lost to renee! she's got a freaking distinction, 61/80! okay, that's not the point.

all these left me pondering about the rest of the papers we're gonna receive in the next few days. i'm prepared for the worst. i already have an idea of what i'm gonna see. f9, e8 and more and e8 and f9's. ugh, i don't wanna end up in s2e! it's like how disgusting! mug your fingers off everyday in the june holidays in school? anyway, my mum's so encouraging! i told her that i failed 2/3 papers received today, and she went like, now you know, so work harder at the end of the year. first time, ha!